Problems, problems and more problems.
So I remember talking about how I was moving to Houston a couple of posts back…
Well, my cousin backed out of the deal. She isn’t moving with me anymore because she wants to wait another year before she moves.
I’m not staying in this shitty place, waiting for her.
So, I ended up talking to my step-sister last week (she’s not really my step- sister…she’s my sister’s step-sister but I consider her my sister because we grew up together….yeah, it’s a long story.), and she was telling me how she was trying to get out of this hellhole too. So I told her my problem and she offered to move there with me.
So that problem was solved.
Now, two weeks ago, I stopped working at Starbucks (Some stuff went down and I just couldn’t deal with the drama anymore). So now I’m with out a job.
I need a job soon because I plan on moving around late August, early July (changed my mind about going in June…too soon). Otherwise I won’t be moving anywhere.
I have two savings accounts. One of them is for the money I got when I was 18 from my parents for college . The other is the account that I’ve been putting half of my checks into for the past 7 months specifically for this move. I refuse to take money out of my “college” account to move, because that wasn’t what it was made for (And I’d be really pissed at myself if I end up needing that money later on) and I know the longer I don’t have a job the more money that is going to be coming out of that second savings account (I have to pay for gas and my car note and insurance, I help my parents with the bills since I live here and of course I shop…which I really need to stop doing.)
Shit is stressing me out.
Not only that but me and Thao (if anyone still reads who used to follow LADY DYNAMITE…you know who I’m talking about) are not talking anymore. Betrayals happened (on both sides) arguments were had and we just…aren’t talking anymore. This is depressing me more than anything else because she’s my best friend (or was) and I’m kinda lost without her in my life right now. At the same time, I know this is just apart of life and you lose friends and gain friends all of the time. Hopefully we’ll be on at least speaking terms soon.
Random, but my birthday is in 15 days.
I hope I have a really good 20th.
Anyway, enough about my troubles.
Onto the post.