SOTM #10

Was planning on doing like three posts within the last week and a half but 1) work and 2) I’ve been really lazy. So please forgive me and read about/listen to these songs that I love at the moment.

Also before we get to the songs, I’ve decided that I’ll post links to download the songs that I list on my SOTM posts because I figure, if it were me and I’d heard a song on a blog that I really liked that I would want them to post a link so I could put said song on my iPod. So that’s what I’m going to do from now on.

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Back home in Louisiana. Glad to see my babies(my dogs), but I’m missing Florida already.

For people who live in the U.S., I hope everyone had a great 4th of July. I feel so bad because I did a post on the 4th and forgot to wish Jin and especially GACKT a happy birthday. 27 and 38….wow. (and Canadians too! Canada’s independence day was like a week before right?)

Bought a shit ton of stuff while I was there…I’m so broke right now. Gonna have to wait until next week to order Ayu’s mini-album.

This post ended up being a little longer than I wanted it to be, because I ended up rambling on the Namie section. Blegh. Sorry.

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So, The MTV Music Japan Aid aired last weekend. I watched the performances of course and was slightly disappointed. Though really not too much because majority of the people they had as performers aren’t that great at performing anyway. But I expected them to do better than they did.  Here my thoughts of (some of) the performances, along with the performances themsleves:

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This is totally random but, I was a huge bandwagon bitch.

Yes. Yes I was.

I got into Japanese music when I was 13 and I said all that usual weeaboo/Koreaboo shit about how American music sucks and all they talk about is this, this, and that and Japanese music was the best thing in the entire world. I said it mainly because, where I was going for news and music, people were saying similar things, so I jumped onto what they were saying.

I stopped that shit quick once my brother (who got me into Japanese music btw) told me about myself lol

…And I am ashamed to admit this, but I also hated Ayu (yes, you read that right) because I was a Namie and Utada fan first and we all know their fans hate Ayu and I jumped on that bandwagon of hating her…but I saw the light. THANK GOD. Forgive me Goddess Ayu.

Why did I say all of this?

Because I see it with Asian pop fans all of the time, a lot more than usual.

It makes me wonder if they’ll ever grow out of that (hating every other country’s music if it isn’t Jpop, Kpop, Cpop etc etc) like I did, or if they’ll just keep thinking that way? I know everytime I think about my weeaboo stage, I cringe.

Anyway, it’s 6:20 in the morning and I haven’t been to bed yet, so let me get this post out really quick

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I don’t feel like typing out all about my life at the moment so I’ll just say, that my birthday is on Sunday~!!!


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I’m still searching for the key I’ll never find, lost deep in my memory

OMG OMG OMG. Ayu and GACKT are following each other on twitter~!!  This is totally relevant to my interests!

I never thought GACKT would get a twitter, so possible tweets between Ayu and G seemed like a dream to me. And when GACKT finally did get a twitter it never even crossed my mind if they would follow each other (I knew they were friends, but I also felt like GACKT was only using twitter for SHOW YOUR HEART) and now it is a reality.

I only need them to perform together one more time (an original song would be nice), and then my life would be complete.

I really hope after GACKT is completely done with the SHOW YOUR HEART campaign that he’ll decide to keep using his twitter. It’s a great way to interact with fans, especially international ones (Ayu is proof of that).

Plus, he fails so hard at it lol It’s too cute.

Also, I am so envious at those two chicks who got a replies from him in English.

If you aren’t already, follow GACKT and Ayu on twitter lol.

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I don’t care about number one, just being the only one.

There’s tons I want to blabber about that has to do with my personal life, but I’ll hold off until next post.

So onto it.

Lots to talk about it lol

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I, uh, hate stupid people . . . but I love really stupid people. I don’t like averagely wise people either, but I do like the really wise.

It’s a quarter to three right now…I am so tired. But I wanted to get this post out.

So onto it (Sorry, if it seems rushed. I might go back and fix it up later)

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Wonder, Wonder, Wonder, Wonder, Wo-Wo-Woman…

I don’t know if you guys noticed, but I changed my name from sweet-donuts to PaperDoll. Don’t ask me why I did it, because I don’t know myself lol

Any way onto it~

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